I have a problem of letting myself go. I find it very difficult to let myself go for all things that come my way, whether it be work or at home. I feel like singing and I hold myself back even when there is no one around. I want to dance at times. Again, it’s difficult to move my limbs as I they want to. What’s holding me back? Me.
Someday, I will let myself go and truly be myself.
Have you missed someone so much that your heart aches? I don’t believe everyone experiences these intense emotions. Maybe, everyone does…
It just happens. It just happens one day. You’re busy doing things all day. You slow down and watch TV. You need to go. You go to the bathroom. You wash your hands afterwards. You look in the mirror. Then, it happens. You don’t recognize the person in the mirror. “What happened?” I mean really… what happened? It seems like it was just yesterday when I was playing in the dirt with my cousins. 60 years is a long time, but gone at the snap of a finger it seems.
You don’t know what I’m talking about? Trust me it will happen. Just you wait
I owe it to myself. I need to start and continue. This time, with renewed conviction, I start again. I am 60 years old and I am thinking about my last years more and more. No sadness, just a fact.
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